Im trying

When darkness shades the path on which i walk

In  you Oh Lord I choose to place my trust

I know that my redeemer lives

He is my life my hope my strength and power

I know his word will be fulfilled

His kingdom rule and rein forever more

yahoooooooooooooo!!!!

Okay.. I'm mad and excited at the same time! We found the nails and we found my hairbrush!! ISNT THAT GREAT?!?! What really makes me soo angry though, is that THEY WERE IN A BOX IN OUR ROOM THE WHOLE TIME!!! this does not make me happy.. We were trying to figure out who packed the box with our dressers, cause we didnt.. and then we didnt know what that box looked like, or where it went.. so naturally the hairbrush and nails were missing.. this made me so angry, i brushed my hair this morning with a hair clip!! And weve been trying to find the nails so that we can start putting things up on the walls because the house echos and is not very cool!.. but.. now weve found this stuff.. isnt that great!? I agree with you it is great!!... But I'm still mad about where we found them... guess how many boxes made it to our room? ... one!! and thats the only one we didnt check!! GRR!!!

uhh..what?

My arm is itchy!!

NEW HOUSE!!

Alrighty... so... our things are here!!.. and so are our kitties.. and so are we... BUT!! it's unorganized chaos! lol 

Kitchen -- The kitchen is pretty much unpacked, which is nice.. though there are boxes everywhere! Theres no room to walk in there, because when were trying to put things upstairs and downstairs, so everything so far has been getting shoved into the kitchen, out of the way.. mostly! It's really nice to have a basement, because now i can organize the kitchen cupboards, and not have to have EVERYTHING out.. NOW I have storage! YAY! At the apartment we had 2 food cupboards, here we only have one, and it's pretty full! So I have to like, re-organize how I want everything, but this house is so much different than an apartment.. This feels so much more permanent! So I have some time to figure out how to sort things out.. maybe I will make a baking cupboard. My mommy has all of her baking items above the oven.. I could put mine there since theres nothing else there, except the slow cooker but I can move that. 

Basement -- The basement is the only room that looks mostly finished.. Just need to put a little personality on the walls! There is a built in bar, down there. I would like to dust everything off and use it. I think the plan is putting a mini fridge downstairs! Yup that would be pretty awesome! Then we just need to fill the fish tank, I am so excited to do so!! I can't wait to have fish again.

Bedroom -- Oh boy!!.. everything in the bedroom is in pieces, haha. The laundry is everywhere, and because our bedroom is SOOO FRIGGEN GIANT!!... theres extra storeage for things there too! haha.. Soon we will have everything in it's place.. as soon as I can find the boxes that I put my dresser decorations in! yikes!

Living Room -- OH EM GEE dont even go there!! You can't get into that room! Theres scatter everywhere! I put some curtains up today, though they are not big enough to cover the entire window, they will have to do for now! Hopefully I can get some more organizing done tonight. I will find things soon!! I'm trying so hard to find things!!

The kitties love the new place they have so many new places to explore, obviously. And now there is more room for them to run around. The love the set up for the stairs. At the apartment they used to sleep at the top of the stairs.. and now sebastian sleeps in a little corner by the railing, and mittins sleeps in between the railings half falling downstairs, one day shes gunna fall! They sleep here like all day. I should find mittins' special blanket, and put it somewhere else so hopefully she wont fall down, when she has that blanket she wont sleep anywhere else. They love it there!

Look at what the door did to me!!

WHERE THE HECK IS MY HAIR BRUSH!? ITS BEEN MISSING FOR 3 DAYS!!

OMG

Alright so I have decided that that was the most prettiest post i have ever seen!! it was all rainbow and stuff but since it was mostly green i am going to rainboatize this entry! isnt that a great idea!? I thought so! okay so I gave myself permission to write ANOTHER journal entry because I have tweeted SEVEN TIMES tonight!! seven!! thats a lot.. But I'm being lazy right now lol! since i have been lazy since I got home. Eric is packing everything and im sitting here trying to write a long journal entry because I want the rainbow to be really friggen awesome!! like im pretty stocked about this entry im gonna make the font nice and big too, so that it looks better!! anyways.. eric is packing the cd player right now... I didn't know that he was doing that and I wanted to put a music video on, but I forgot that I passed him the green cord that connects to the computer anyway so i guess that that makes me dumb! LOL! 

So I'm like pretty stoked for this move tomorrow and I don't want to be up until midnight especially when we have to get up tomorrow like in the morning.. that is not going to be fun. Last night I was in bed at 8oclock tonight it is already 11:41pm..yikes!! Tomorrow is gonna be like so busy too..  The boys are going to do all the loading and unloading of the truck and us ladies are going to be painting ben and allisons babys room at their new house! Gosh that's gonna be buckets of fun.. I am not talented at painting at all!! Sooo sorry baby!! Hahaha

Okay I think that this entry is long enough ... Eric just found a random garbage bag.. we dont know where its from .. he says that the garbage bag is big, and will fit his clothes... jeans included.. but i think he is a butthead, and that his clothes WILL not fit in their.. and now hes complaining his butt hurts from sitting on the ground for so long..

Okay I really think I am done this journal entry .. i am starving!!

Okay this line is just to finish the pattern i have created!!

Alright!!

OMG ONE MORE SLEEP!!

I'm a rhymer! 

Anywayssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss

WE MOVE TOMORROW!! It's finally one more sleep away!

I have been waiting for this day and it almost seems unreal cause im so excited!! WOOO WOOO!!

oneeeeeeeeeeee moooooooooooooooooooooorrrrrrrrrrrrrrreeeeeeeee sssssssssllllllleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeepppppp

yippe skippy!!!!

DICC 2010

So this weekend, I went campinggggggggg!! Other than the frustration with in-experienced kids who didn't want to learn how to set-up/take-down camp... it was a good weekend! Though, we sort of expected it, they are all new kids! Plus they don't know us very well, so we sorta just let them play, anyway. We got to know all of the new kids, and they got to know us!

We had a lot of laughs, mostly at each other, and those are the best kind! Friendly laughs, of course. Taking first year kids to a camp, after having one meeting, is kinda hard! We didn't expect it to be so hard, but we all got through it! I think that it was one of the best ways to get to know new kids, then you get over those bumps at the VERY beginning of the year! It was pretty great. One great thing about Friday night was the sunset!! It was absolutely gorgeous!

Friday Night - It was windy.. soo windy!! 90 km/h winds!! But of course, it would not bee Dorchester without the bad weather!! OR THE RAIN..!! Anyways.. we managed to set camp up finally. We got all of the kids into their tents, and sent them to bed! Though we did not get the dining shelter set up that night, we set it up the next morning.. we didn't want the wind to blow it over during the night!! ... I could feel the tent touching my face while I was trying to sleep .. THE TOP OF THE TENT!!.. the winds were soo high that it was blowing the tent in half! yikes!

Saturday morning - We tried setting up the dining shelter, but ended up need assistance! Luckily Mildmay came to the rescue! The 3 of us tried to put the tarp on the dining shelter... didn't work! :( .. so what we ended up having to do yet another "make-shift-dining shelter" .. Because the one that we brought, was made out of the dining shelter that broke at the last Dorchester camp!! Anyways, we ended up only putting 2 tarps on the roof, just basically to shelter the stove from the all-around wind, and the shelter us and the kiddos from the rain! So this morning I ran an activity, board hockey, and Linna took the kids around the events. She was even nice enough to make me a fridge magnet and a button, because I couldn't go around with them!! She's so nice :) We ended up eating sundays breakfast, because didn't have our dining shelter up in time to make a hot breakfast!

 

Saturday afternoon -  So this afternoon, we spent most of our time, again at crafts, and I took some of the kids to the haunted house. I ended up only taking through 1 out of 2, which is perfectly fine, I sent him back about half way. I was pretty proud of him for trying! So this afternoon we had a delicious lunch of grilled cheese and chicken soup! That was soo good!! some other events we did in the afternoon was, knife throwing, wreath decorating and decorating short-bread cookies!.. If you're wondering why some of these activities are Christmas based..is because we had a christmas theme this year!

Saturday Evening - So for dinner we WERE going to so something quick as easy simply because it's camp and that would be the easy way to go. Well instead of that we went with a christmas theme dinner! We had chicken, mashed potatoes, corn and stuffing! All of that was accompanied with sparkling grape juice!! Wow we are great leaders! Haha. This wasn't all that hard to make, because we got all of the instant stuff.. And we bought the chicken precooked, and we just took it off of the bones and fried it up! Boy that was delicious! Tonight the camp had a special visitor! SANTA CLAUS! He was handing out presents! Gosh our kids are lucky little kids! :) Tonight our kids were in bed by 8! Boy that was nice!

 

Sunday Morning - This morning we had our Saturday morning breakfast since we switched it up the day before! So, again in honor of christmas we had green eggs and ham! Because we are thinkers! Ha!! And yep, you're right, this was pretty good too! Well it would have been, if children were packing, and we didn't have to keep leaving breakfast unattended, to encourage children to pack! .. so we burnt the eggs! BUT we filled up their bellies with oatmeal and bagels! One thing the kids learned for next time was, you are packed before breakfast!.... Or your tent is coming down on top of you, and it's much harder to pack with the tent on your head!

This year at Dorchester there were approx 597 people there!, not including staff! I think the kid total was, 450! THAT IS A LOT OF KIDS... though the DIBC camp is about 1000 people more... But DICC is right at the beginning of the year, plus it's more difficult to bring first year cubs, than first year scouts, so a lot of the packs bring only their experienced kids, we experimented and took all of them! In front of the stage there is 1 kid representing each group! :) In the background, the monkey, the bear, the elephant and the pink panther are the mascots of the sub camps. Again, this year we were in elephant!

ELEPHANT ELEPHANT ELEPHANT!

Ugh

So... Today was a bad day..  I feel like I'm going to lose everything I have tried to work for. I don't even really know what to do.. This has been such a bad week, and I really don't know what I'm going to do this weekend. I can't allow my bad week to continue into my weekend ... I'm not strong enough to make the pain stop... I'm not strong enough to make it go away. Mom thinks I'm strong enough, I just don't know. I honestly can barley tell which way is up.. 

Someone is coming to look at our apartment tonight.. Peggy helped Eric clean up, while I sorted myself out, upstairs.. I really appreciate your help, thank you.

I packed somethings upstairs.. like my necklaces, and I organized  the closet, while I was on the phone with my mom. She's always so understanding and patient, she knows when I really need her... Moms are so great. 

I hoped for a new beginning, but i guess the new house will just have to do. 

I feel as though I am stuck against a wall. I can't go through, I can't go down. I can't go up the wall, because I'm not strong enough. I can't climb. I'm stuck facing backwards. I'm watching a movie of my life, going back all the way to when I remember the pain starting. I would start it all over. I would re-do everything, make it all okay. If only I could... But now there's this wall, the one not allowing me to just walk. I've just been walking.. I haven't been on one path for a particular amount of time. I keep switching, losing my way. Now all the paths I have taken have become one... Now everything that has ever hurt, is right in front of my face.I can't fight it. I can only scream and cry and suffer in my own torment.. This is all that it has come to.. This wall... I can't fight the way.. I need a way out. I need the light at the end of the tunnel that I thought was the way out. I need that light to shine back down, because it's disappeared into the darkness. The darkness has swallowed the light, and now the light is trapped and has become more darkness.. Everything, everything is darkness. Nothing is good anymore. Nothing... There's nowhere to go, there's no hope, there's no more room to try.. there is only darkness.. there is only disappointment, there is only torment.. 

And I can't find my way.. so once again.. darkness consumes me, swallows me whole... As everything slips into the background and fades away.. farther and farther away from my reach.

BEST WEBSITE EVER!

alright so i have found the most amazing website ever!! It's so neat!! its a website i created for my WEDDING!! this is soo cool!! theres like everything on there.. and its soo easy to use!! I simply copy and pasted my old juirnal to this new site. YES it has a journal, too!! PERFECT FOR ME RIGHT!?!?! yep!! it has a meet the bridal party page.. its just like the scrapbook I wanted to make!! oh boy this is so excellent!

can u tell im really excited about it!? WUU!!

I realize i just made an entry about it.. ahaha

and then in neither of them did i put the website!! LOL!

so im editing this one and adding it!!

www.mywedding.com/ericbria

new website!

alright!! so i found this website on the internet that allows me to create my own wedding website!!

all things wedding!! My wedding!!

u can like request songs for the DJ list and you can lookit my blog and see updates... and like.. its soo neat!! so im pretty excited!!

the end

i made a thingy!

Hey look what I made!!!

Egads!!

Alright, so I know that Im supposed to be keeping my stress level down.. but I dont think that is possible this week.. Today is going to be a pretty good day, i think anyways. Im supposed to be doing laundry.. but i actually dont really feel very well right now.. and i kinda wanna lay around .. even though i do that like everyday... but anyways.. currently i feel like i wanna barf. i just thought I would share that.. anywho ..
This week is going to STRESS ME OUT.
This is how stressed im gunna be.. See <<>
Okay so today is like my lazy day.. and then tomorrow i gotta get ready for cubs.. and because i care so darn much, i want it to be a great first meeting!! Were gunna do songs and skits and its gunna take me a long time to sorta.. work things out and what not.. and then.. i actually have to go to the meeting.. who would of though? huh? ... Anyways... thats gunna add to my stress.. since ive been trying so hard just to like keep calm and dont really do much thats going to to work me up.. WELL!! we had 6 new registrations.. so I don't know 6 out of 8 kids though i talked to like all of them at registration and tried to get to know them a little bit.. everyone is going to be like so excited and runnign around and no one is gunna wanna listen to me.. so atleast im prepared for that, right?.. ha..

Anyways.. then thursday Im gunna have to like make sure that im packed for camp.. and ALSO!! Im not going to have any time that weekend to PACK THE APARTMENT! oh my gosh!.. so like we move on monday and today is tuesday and i dont have a lot of anything packed so i probably should get on that... like today.. since.. today and thursday are the only days that i can do it... so i dont really know what to do! this sucks! i just now realized that this is not going to work out really well.. YIKES!! So I am going to get off of the computer.. and pack!! like EVERYTHING!!okay so im like having a small freak out.. i cant really sit still.. even though i am like right now.. but im saying like a lot and im also typinglike really fast so if there are a lot of spelling errors on here im sorry cause like i cant help it..

anways.. todays plans.. im going to like.. do the dishes from my baking yesterday and ALWAYS i do my dishes as a bake.. so this is just like, the pans that the cookies baked on because we left as soon as i pulled them out of the oven.. and of course put a few on a plate to take to his parents house.. anyways.. im going to do dishes.. and then.. i already packed the bathroom.. so im gonna finish doing that and then im going to pack the extra bedroom and the closets.. like all the closets.. and then.. i dont really know.. most of the living room is packed.. well maybe half.. i have like so many things, its not even funny.. i gotta take stuff off the walls nad then like pack the laundry room. now that im actually thinking about it i have like a lot to do.. so .. that kinda sucks.. hopefully i can do it in like one day.. i gotta do laundry tomorrow.. maybe ill just take it to linnas and do it there?.. uhh.. i dont know.. its got to get done.. perhaps i will stress myself out even more and do it on thursday i think aunt linna is coming over on thursday to help me pack.. that will be great.. cause i really dont know what needs to be done like right now.. i always thought of it like being so far away but WE MOVE ON MONDAY and thats really not cool, cause im one all weekend.

why do i always move on weekends that im camping?

i dont really know the answer to that question.. so i guess im just gunna blare music and do all that i can right now? i have like paper plates and such that im going to bring downstairs and use which sucks caus ei think i forgot to plan ahead and packed them when i attempted to pack the closet upstairs.. uhh that kinda sucks because like now im like ugh where are they? and i cant find them.. then that will save on dishes.. plus im not going to be baking very much.. and i have like ameal plan for the week so i will just keep out what i need.. maybe ill also pak food.. liek i realize that it takes like 20seconds to empty my cupboards.. but im going to do as much as i can.. maybe ill pack the wii up too?.. i really think that i may use it.. before monday.. cause i pretty much play it everyday.. except im not really going to have time?.. becuase.. today im obviously rushing around trying to get all this stuff packed and then like.. tomorrow im gone ALL day.. like first thing in the morning until atleast 9 or 930.. actually wwhen i have cubs i stay in walkerton till like 10 .. or im not home till 10 i dont really know that was like 3 months ago.. so i guess im allowed o forget.. anyways.. so like.. thursday im pacing all day and then friday im gunna be soo busy with getting ready for camp then im gone saturday and sunday and then its like when am i gunna play wii? so i may as well pack it.. i thought maybe if i like kept it out today and played sims just for a little bit that i would pack it later but thats a lie if id sit down and play sims im not get up for hours.. like that always happens i play sims for like hours! Its kinda sad

anyway i should write a todo list for today.. maybe i should ... uh.. i answered my brother on msn and now i dont know what i was gonna say i like lost my train of thought... ugh anyway i started getting ready to do the dishes and then i realized i stopped typing in here.. so i wanted to finish it .. but like .. i forgot .. so i sat down and ive been sitting and typing for i dont even know how long now.. maybe like 5 or 10 minutes... anyways im going to write myself out a list.. yup thats what im gonna do... and then im going to continue my freak out.. and maybe cry i dont really know i cry when i get stressed.. who am i kidding? i always cry.. oy i need riddilin.. is that how u spell it?.. cause if that like means another drugs that i dont mean.. then oops.. youknow that stuff they give to hyper active kids? idk i dont really agree with it.. i think that every child has a point of calmness its just you gotta find it and kinda like bring it out.. whatever anways.. riddelin?.. maybe.. idk... thats what i need..

okay im actually getting up this time and ending this entry

eeek its kinda like really long?... so like sorry .. if you read all the way to the end cause it really is jyst me rambling random stuff.. and maybe its like nothing.. but i think this is my longest entry ever... egads!!

okay bye

Busy little Bee!

Today I got up nice and early to start my busy day! I had to go to mount forest this morning. It was a nice drive :) I came back for a little bit, to hang out with Eric. It was finally his day off and I couldnt spend the whole day with him :( It kinda made me sad!! Cause I had to go to Walkerton for 2, and then I had to rush back to Mount Forest in the afternoon! Yikes I was a busy girl..

All in all.. today was an emotional 3 for me..

It started off nice, and then it didnt go so well.. but I ended up forgetting about it all in the evening.

We had dinner with Erics parents tonight. Peggy made a delicious cornflake chicken!! Oh it was so delicious!! So that inspired me to look up recipes.. we found some really neat ones off of google.

So I'm excited to try those out. Maybe once I can convince mom to let me borrow her video camera, i will make vlogs of my adventures in cooking, mostly because i'm not a fan of the kitchen! ... But I am determined to be a good house wife :)

sadness!!!!

Okay so I am extremely upset.. I was in the midst of my packing .. and I was so proud at how far I got. I had tidied the entire living room up and shoved some more stuff into boxes. Unpacking is going to be so very stressful, simply because I havent labeled like any of the boxes...

ANYWAYS TO THE TERRIBLE NEWS!! ... OMG!!! ... Okay...
PRINCESS DANCY PANTS HAS BEEN INJURED!! She's in critical condition and needs surgery!! I unfortunately cannot sew!! THIS IS AWFUL!! She is going to have to stay sick until my mom can fix her.. I'm so terribly upset. I take such good care of her.. or so I thought.

As it turns out. My cats dont like her. I guess they must of gotten into an argument.. it's rather terrible. Sebastian and Mittins are going to get punishment! Princess DanceyPants is new to the family and we don't eat new family members faces! It's just not right! Especially a poor defenseless teddy bear! BAD KITTIES! This really makes me upset. She was a great couch decoration!... YOU JUST WAIT KITTIES!! Im going to stuff you and make you both couch decoratoins....




I took her to the hospital to Recover. I gave her all of my stuffed animals that make me feel better when I am sick. Shes got Munkee, my orange monkey I got at Canadas wonderland. He always makes me feel better because he is bright and cheerful. Then she has gilla.. Seriously, whenever I'm sick, Gilla can make me feel on top of the world.. just by looking at him I seriously put him into my purse when I go to all of my counseling appointments because he makes me feel stronger. Then she's got Lambchop. I got lambchop from a friend when I was in the hospital for surgery when I was 14. She's got B. Doodle, who I used to carry around with me everywhere when I was little.. I loved it because you can draw on her, shes great! Then there is Martin. I love Martin, he's a heart monkey.. because I love her :) And then there is princess sparkles. Her, Princess
DanceyPants, and Gilla, are the 3 stuffies I never lay in bed without, when I am sick. I always wanted a pony for christmas. Whenever you asked me what I wanted for christmas I would always say a pony.. Ever since I was little.. and I kept saying that when I was all growed up just for fun. So last year for christmas, Erics mom got me a pony! And I have been inlove with this stuffed animal ever since.. The only stuffy that is missing, is stella!! She is my pink poodle webkin. I love her to death, she is my travelling companion. I know I saw her today, because I packed her. But I packed her in a different place than with the rest of my stuffies, so I don't know where she currently is :( Anyways, I love you princess danceypants, please feel better soon!! I will book your surgery as soon as I can!

starbucks

okay one more thing i would like to say right now is that i miss starbucks!! I just got a craving for a caramel macchiato .. I want it badly.. so please.. someone give me starbucks!! .. lets go to the city.. i dont even know if thre is one in kitchener.. is there? I love starbucks but can say ive never come across one in kitchener.. there are a bunch in london .. so maybe i will travel all the way there just for starbucks! we will see!!

lazy sunday

Okay, so I seriously should pack .. or do the dishes.. or something.. I dont really know.. I have been watching Blair and Elle on youtube for about 3 hours now.. that seems kind of lazy of me.. but I do love them i love watching their channels, and soon once I get my life sorted Im going to try all of the stuff that they can show me .. I need to go shopping.. I've lost like all of my make-up brushes it kind of makes me sad. If you dont know who I'm talking about, I'll link their youtube at the bottom of this entry.

Anyways, 7 more sleeps until the move!... Does that seem sad that I feel like nothing is packed? Especially when I have like 40 boxes that are FULL! maybe not 40, but pretty close to it.. And I still feel that nothing is packed!! We have way too much stuff!! .. Dont let Eric know that I said that, cause most of it is my junk..This boy could move all of his belongings in a duffle bag.. and i need like an entire moving truck! eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeekk!!!

So maybe i should pack? I dont really know.. what SHOULD I do today? ... I mean I have all day, Eric wont be home until about 9 or so. That gives me something like 7 hours to make myself useful.. I dont really know..

I'm also sorta excited that at the new house, the computer set up wont be as comfortable. This means that I wont be so inclined to sit on my butt all day. Cause right now, its just the best thing to do.. And also, the TV that the wii is hooked up to is facing this direction so i can watch blair/elle and play mario or sims at the same time!!! Which I wont be able to do in the new house, considering that the computer will be in the basement and erics xbox will be hooked up to the tv down there and my wii will be upstairs...

But one thing I am excited about for the new house aside from everything is... I'm going to have my very own room!!.. Yup!!... Not bedroom, obviously.. but my very own craft room!.. I'm going to see if we can paint, and im going to paint it pink!!!... because its my room eric has no say :) Haha.. anyways im going to decorate it really girly.. cause i miss my girly room.. he ruined it.. hahaha.. but yeah.. so ill have a place of my very own, which will also be pretty relaxing.. I can have my candle going, and my own music.. I need an ipod dock.. maybe that is something im going to consider putting on my christmas list.. i dont want like an expensive one.. just like a cheap one.. i saw one at walmart for like 14.99 so thats pretty sweet.. itll do!!

Anyways... 7 more sleeps! the count down is on!

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Wedding Excitement!!

Okay so my news!! First of all, I'm going to say that WE PICKED OUR CENTER PIECES!! Yup! Peggy found these in the mall.. They are exactly what I wanted, only all once piece! It's a lot cheaper that way, i think. Plus they are super cute!! I think I would still like to dress them up a bit though.. maybe with some seashells around them.. that would look pretty!! and the bubbles in the glass, will make it look soo sparkly once the candle is lit! OH GOODY!!
Good find Peggy!!

♥♥♥♥

Okay my second piece of new is.. DUN DUN DUN!!
BRIDES MAID DRESSES!!! WOOO!!!
Amanda and I went to the bridal store today.. and we wandered around and waited for our appt. We finally got to go upstairs (it was prolly like 10minutes, but it seemed like forever cause I was just so darn excited!) Anyways.. When I went there, I totally wanted long dresses.. well we picked out long ones short ones fancy ones, sorta plain ones.. all sorts!! Amanda tried some of the dresses on, and oh my!! let me tell you how exciting that was!! So over here << style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">is that theyre all the exact same, just... they all have different sashes which pretty much make them look completely different... so I picked out 4 sashes.. The dress btw.. is ONLY that colour.. the lighter colour is the trim at the toip, but you can only tell if youre looking directly at it.. And they are knee length, gorgeous.. anyways.. the 4 sashes I picked.. 2 are plain.. one of each colour.. but the one thats the lighter colour, is a different material, its a lighter sorta lacey material.. and the other 2 are also one of each colour, but one has 2 flowers on it..one of each colour, lol.. and the last one, is the light coloured sash, and it has gems and jewels on it.. They are ALL!! soooo gorgeous!!!

Cant wait to see you girls in your dresses!! Amanda put her deposit on hers, and got sized and everything.. soo 1 down!! 3 to go!! woo!!

i will never again say this ...

I'm excited for winter!! WHAT? .. thats right.. u saw correctly.. i am excited for winter ... i have no idea why .. i hate winter.. im not really excited for the cold... but i would like to do lots this winter!! This is what I wanna do:

~ Build a Snowman
~ Build a Snow fort
~ Outdoor Ice Skating
~ Tubing
so far thats it..

but ... i am excited none the less!!

a friday adventure ♥

So this morning, I had a doctors appt, so I went into Walkerton to Hang out with the puppies before my appt. Aunt Linna and Micah joined me. :) We had a lovely morning of playing with puppies, and then I left for my appt. Once my appt was finished, I went to Hanover to work on some cub stuff with Aunt Linna.
I walked into the house, and Yelled "This is a stick up! Give me all your kisses!" And Micah came running and said "Kisses and hugs! I want hugs too!" omg shes so cute.. So we had out lovefest, before I went upstairs to work on stuff with aunt linna. When we were done and decided we needed to have lunch, We oculdnt find my keys.. -- long story short -

-Aunt Linna needed her bank card that was in the car
- Thinking that the keys on the bed were hers, she grabbed them
- Before she went outside she checked on dinner in the slow cooker, set MY keys on the table, and without thinking grabbed hers from the table, where she placed them when she got home from my moms
-She came back upstairs.. and vwalaaaaa... my keys were missing..

I'm panicking, shes freaking out, and were both interrogating micah who says she probably did something with them but she doesn't know where they are..
About 15 minutes later.. I decided to take a break and go smell the spaghetti that was cooking .. and what did i find.. MY KEYS!!! ... We couldnt figure out what happened to them and how they got there.. and then... we figured it out!!.. As I said above ^^

So, we switch the car seat from her car to mine, and decide that well just do lunch seperatly since now she's going to be late for work. Micah and I head to McDonalds. We get our meal, and she finishes her.. and I wasn't very hungry, as I never am, and i just boxed mine up and watched her in the play place..

She decides that she needs one more slide ride before we can go. So okay, I said.. and away she went, except she has trouble getting up the steps.. so I can help her up the first and second one, and she can do the third one.. but its the 4th and 5th ones that she cant do, and has to do by herself.. so a little boy helps her up the step. He asks her if she wants to go all the way to the top, and hell help her down to go to the slide so she can go home.. so she does that .. except SHES AFRAID TO COME DOWN!! ... so the little boy tries to et her down and shes too afraid.. so a little girl tries to help her down.. and they both try and micah is afraid that shell fall.. I'm trying to coach her down and shes yelling at me saying "IF I GET BOOMED ILL HATE YOU" .. and we didnt want that ... lol ... So the little girl says " Your mom already said shes too big and she cant come in and get you so you have to come down right noww!! if you dont youll have to sleep here, with no food and no friends and your mom cant come up and get you!" and im at the bottom of the stairs laughing hysterically because this little girl is so right! Lol... so her mom and I were talking about it, and giggling because micah just wont come down..

So I ended up HAVING TO GO INTO THE PLAY PLACE!! all the way up to the top.. i had to weave myself in and out of the little step things, because im too big to turn around in them.. lol .. one of the parents of the little boy came in and asked if i needed her to go in but i was already stuck in there so i said i was okay. I kept calling to her to figure out where she was, cause i have no idea how to navigate through this play place .. I finally find her and get her to go down the slide.. and so i have to try and push myself down the slide and temporarily freak out wuntil im out.. or go back the way i came... and because im chlosterphobic, i chose to go back the way i came .. which was super difficult.. Oh micah! youre lucky i love you! hahaha

So.. she says we can leave and come back to moms. Just outside of hanover she says shes hungry.. shes worked off her lunch and needs something yummy to snack on.. so i gave her my hamburger.She was so excited to eat a big people hamburger.. and a couple minutes later, I look over... and SHE FELL ASLEEP with it in her hand... It was the most cutest thing i have ever seen!

Road trip anyone?

I have decided i want to go on a road trip.. These are my requirements:
~ Crossing the boarder ( I dont care where and whatfor)
~ When we come to a town with a super cool name, we shall take pictures
~ Googling towns along to way, and looking at cool things in that town, and taking pictures there
~ Music ♥
~ Cooler sammiches and snacks ♥
~ Amusement Park

♥That is all :) -- The End ♥♥

Cookies ♥

Today I baked cookies :) .. I have been waiting for a long time to bake chocolate chip cookies ... today was finally the day!
Now usually I burn them, I dont take them out of the oven until they are golden brown, but today I took them out WAAY Earlier.. and succeeded in making my cookies delicious!! melt in you mouth goodness!! YUM!!

It's Back!

Tonight was registration night.... oy yoy!! It was fun.. but I just didnt have a good day at all.. Today was an emotional zero for me... 5 new registrations!! thats pretty great actually... I convinced a little girl to join beavers instead of sparks.. ahaha sorry girl guides!! :)

I went to moms before and after reg, she made me dinner :) and I played bowling for puppies! haha.

One thing I would like to say:

When you are around .. I hate what I do .. and I hate that .. When you yell at everyone, and embarrass everyone, you make me hate it. No one enjoys your company .. you make everyone miserable .. you've lost the great person you used to be .. just listen to everyone .. and QUIT!!!

Twitter

I have finally decided to use my twitter account.. I have had it for nearly a year and a half, and now I'm finally using it. Lol...

I'm a huge procrastinator

Anyways!! Follow me at www.twitter.com/bria_xox
I'm determined to love twitter!!..

Do you guys think I should start a video blog?.. I feel like I want people to reply/listen to me.. And lets face it, no one reads my journal, just me!

HaHaHa!!

Glitzy Glam

So, I have finally checked out glitzy-glam.com. This website was created by one of my favourite you-tube people. It's an online store with all things that are cute!! Everyday items, they've made cute, for girly-girls like me!! THIS IS WHY I NEED A CREDIT CARD!!

http://glitzy-glam.com/store/

Great christmas ideas for the princess in your family!!!

brias wishlist

if you know me, you know that when i dress up i love to accessorize! When I'm taking the time to actually dress up, It has to be perfect.. Rings are something I dont really have(other than the beautiful one on my most important finger.. i love you sugarlips <3) I had them I would definitely wear them everyday. I used to have like a million of them, but they got lost over the years.

These are just some that I found on the internet, that i aboslutely love!!







What girl doesnt need a clutch?! Like really!! I hate not having a purse with me when im at the bar, but at the same time, i cant stand having my regular purse.. A clutch would be perfect cause its just big enough to carry what i need in it, and it has a handle for me to hold it while i shake my booty on the dance floor! I definatly need one of these!!... One of every colour in every style that I love!!










I have lived my entire life without a fuzzy pink bathrobe! EVERY GIRL SHOULD HAVE A FUZZY PINK BATHROBE! I believe its a crime if I dont have one of these.. and breaking the law isnt very nice.. So I need to get on buying one of these!


I have a billion bracelets, and heaven only knows i need more!! but I doooo!!! more colours more styles more more bracelets! Loove bracelets! Chunky bracelets, funky bracelets, big ones little ones, metal ones wooden ones!! Loves them!





If you know me, you know I'm a shoe fiend! I love shoes with my whole life.. Running shoes, Tennis shoes, Flats, high heels, all of them!! And my show collection is kinda small, considering im pretty bad with my shoes and i wear them down! I'm so good at that!

So I'm going to try and put my shoe collection up again!! Dear Vintage shops.. here I comeeeeeee!!

Amypants♥

Ohhh Aimzzz ♥ How I have missed you!! Last night I went nice and early to bed, so that I could play with Amy today!! 9:30am I left town, 11am I arrived at my destination♥

~♥~ We discussed wedding ~♥~
~♥~ We discussed boys ~♥~
~♥~ We discussed food~♥~
~♥~ We discussed more wedding stuff ~♥~
~♥~ We discussed BC ~♥~
~♥~ We discussed babies ~♥~
~♥~ We discussed how much I freaking missed her!! ~♥~

And I'm home now.. perhaps going back out, not sure... and i miss her face already!! ♥♥♥♥

skype excitement/my life is boring

Last night, Amanda and I had a skype date. On Tuesday, I am going to be getting my webcam and mic so I can properly skype her. Eric looked everywhere on the computer for the mic to work it just didnt :( It made me very sad, but i typed away and amanda talked away and it worked out oki dok. We talked for a pretty long time! Minus all the time I spent running around doing other stuff. Sorry Amanda dear!!

We got a bunch of stuff worked out. I think we finally convinced Eric he needs to pick people out. I still need one more bridesmaid.. i just dont like 3.. lol it has to be 4!! I just don't have that many friends, lol!! I also need to order my Birth Certificate, can't get married without that! I wish my kitties could be at my wedding!!









Anywho, on a different note. We went to Kitchener on Wednesday.. it was so nice to see everyone :) We went out and had bunches of fun, and looked at a fridge and stove we're picking up on the 15th.. Hurray for a fridge that doesnt freeze our vegetables!! thats so exciting. Laundry/Lazy day today.. Then London tomorrow to see my Amypants!! SO FREAKING EXCITED!!! Sunday church <3>