Alright, so I know that Im supposed to be keeping my stress level down.. but I dont think that is possible this week.. Today is going to be a pretty good day, i think anyways. Im supposed to be doing laundry.. but i actually dont really feel very well right now.. and i kinda wanna lay around .. even though i do that like everyday... but anyways.. currently i feel like i wanna barf. i just thought I would share that.. anywho ..
This week is going to STRESS ME OUT.
This is how stressed im gunna be.. See <<>
Okay so today is like my lazy day.. and then tomorrow i gotta get ready for cubs.. and because i care so darn much, i want it to be a great first meeting!! Were gunna do songs and skits and its gunna take me a long time to sorta.. work things out and what not.. and then.. i actually have to go to the meeting.. who would of though? huh? ... Anyways... thats gunna add to my stress.. since ive been trying so hard just to like keep calm and dont really do much thats going to to work me up.. WELL!! we had 6 new registrations.. so I don't know 6 out of 8 kids though i talked to like all of them at registration and tried to get to know them a little bit.. everyone is going to be like so excited and runnign around and no one is gunna wanna listen to me.. so atleast im prepared for that, right?.. ha..
Anyways.. then thursday Im gunna have to like make sure that im packed for camp.. and ALSO!! Im not going to have any time that weekend to PACK THE APARTMENT! oh my gosh!.. so like we move on monday and today is tuesday and i dont have a lot of anything packed so i probably should get on that... like today.. since.. today and thursday are the only days that i can do it... so i dont really know what to do! this sucks! i just now realized that this is not going to work out really well.. YIKES!! So I am going to get off of the computer.. and pack!! like EVERYTHING!!okay so im like having a small freak out.. i cant really sit still.. even though i am like right now.. but im saying like a lot and im also typinglike really fast so if there are a lot of spelling errors on here im sorry cause like i cant help it..
anways.. todays plans.. im going to like.. do the dishes from my baking yesterday and ALWAYS i do my dishes as a bake.. so this is just like, the pans that the cookies baked on because we left as soon as i pulled them out of the oven.. and of course put a few on a plate to take to his parents house.. anyways.. im going to do dishes.. and then.. i already packed the bathroom.. so im gonna finish doing that and then im going to pack the extra bedroom and the closets.. like all the closets.. and then.. i dont really know.. most of the living room is packed.. well maybe half.. i have like so many things, its not even funny.. i gotta take stuff off the walls nad then like pack the laundry room. now that im actually thinking about it i have like a lot to do.. so .. that kinda sucks.. hopefully i can do it in like one day.. i gotta do laundry tomorrow.. maybe ill just take it to linnas and do it there?.. uhh.. i dont know.. its got to get done.. perhaps i will stress myself out even more and do it on thursday i think aunt linna is coming over on thursday to help me pack.. that will be great.. cause i really dont know what needs to be done like right now.. i always thought of it like being so far away but WE MOVE ON MONDAY and thats really not cool, cause im one all weekend.
why do i always move on weekends that im camping?
i dont really know the answer to that question.. so i guess im just gunna blare music and do all that i can right now? i have like paper plates and such that im going to bring downstairs and use which sucks caus ei think i forgot to plan ahead and packed them when i attempted to pack the closet upstairs.. uhh that kinda sucks because like now im like ugh where are they? and i cant find them.. then that will save on dishes.. plus im not going to be baking very much.. and i have like ameal plan for the week so i will just keep out what i need.. maybe ill also pak food.. liek i realize that it takes like 20seconds to empty my cupboards.. but im going to do as much as i can.. maybe ill pack the wii up too?.. i really think that i may use it.. before monday.. cause i pretty much play it everyday.. except im not really going to have time?.. becuase.. today im obviously rushing around trying to get all this stuff packed and then like.. tomorrow im gone ALL day.. like first thing in the morning until atleast 9 or 930.. actually wwhen i have cubs i stay in walkerton till like 10 .. or im not home till 10 i dont really know that was like 3 months ago.. so i guess im allowed o forget.. anyways.. so like.. thursday im pacing all day and then friday im gunna be soo busy with getting ready for camp then im gone saturday and sunday and then its like when am i gunna play wii? so i may as well pack it.. i thought maybe if i like kept it out today and played sims just for a little bit that i would pack it later but thats a lie if id sit down and play sims im not get up for hours.. like that always happens i play sims for like hours! Its kinda sad
anyway i should write a todo list for today.. maybe i should ... uh.. i answered my brother on msn and now i dont know what i was gonna say i like lost my train of thought... ugh anyway i started getting ready to do the dishes and then i realized i stopped typing in here.. so i wanted to finish it .. but like .. i forgot .. so i sat down and ive been sitting and typing for i dont even know how long now.. maybe like 5 or 10 minutes... anyways im going to write myself out a list.. yup thats what im gonna do... and then im going to continue my freak out.. and maybe cry i dont really know i cry when i get stressed.. who am i kidding? i always cry.. oy i need riddilin.. is that how u spell it?.. cause if that like means another drugs that i dont mean.. then oops.. youknow that stuff they give to hyper active kids? idk i dont really agree with it.. i think that every child has a point of calmness its just you gotta find it and kinda like bring it out.. whatever anways.. riddelin?.. maybe.. idk... thats what i need..
okay im actually getting up this time and ending this entry
eeek its kinda like really long?... so like sorry .. if you read all the way to the end cause it really is jyst me rambling random stuff.. and maybe its like nothing.. but i think this is my longest entry ever... egads!!
okay bye
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